Sunday, November 19, 2006 . 12:17
ongie, please relax. =) why get so mad over someone who doesnt appreciate your kindness? cheer up yeah. dont put yourself down over certain people. its not worth it anyway.anyway. i woke up today, dreaming about him. i didnt like that dream a single bit of it at all. so i chose to wake up completely. :( this feeling sucks. it really puts my mood down. im feeling like crap AGAIN, and for the past few days. i met up with a friend yesterday, he told me that all i should do now is to get friends to surround me. but whats the point? i have to pretend that nothing has happened. i have to pretend to be strong. i dont want to pretend. and i guess i'll probably bring their moods down too. i suck i suck i suck. :(
i miss him.
his love.
his sweet talks.
his lips.
his warmth.
his smile.
his eyes.
his good morning msgs.
his good night calls.
his everything.
and i dont think i'll be able to get them ever again.
this sucks. =((((((((((((((((((
just slap me somebody. slap my face real hard.
i had a really nice convo with keeleng last night. it was really nice. we both are going through the same shit. and like i said, if we keep the faith in us, whats ours will still be ours eventually. JIA YOU KEELENG. JIA YOU JAN. :)
with no more hugs and kisses,
jan,
because nothing's nice anymore.
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